5SOS REBLOGGED ME ON 25'07'14 | Do you know how much it hurts? To see the guy you like being so happy, happy without you.
Do you know what it is like to see him explore the world while you are sitting at your computer watching him doing it. Do you know how it feels like when he's singing, and it's not to you or for you? Do you know what it's like to know him but he doesn't know you. That he doesn't even know from your existence. It fucking hurts, it always did. The fact that you're fighting because of him, that you didn't gave up your life when you were on point too because you thought of him. How he tries to do his utter best to make you happy.. and he does.. but he d o e s n 't know you. It fucking hurts. It fucking hurts to see him happy. Perfectly happy without you, but behind that, you still keep strong. and you still love him.